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The wheel of fortune is in my hand

Had to understand to inner stand

As I move closer to finally aligning with my Divine plan

I demand.

Your undivided attention

I suggest that you actually listen

There will be no silencing or dismissing

Itโ€™s hot as hell in this kitchen

But itโ€™ll cool if you shut the fuck up and listen

When I tell you that , that Gold shit is shiny but baby does it glisten?

Dishonoring my intuition

Continued to put me in a karmic position

So now that I finally mustered the courage to change my disposition

Call me the High Priestess but you can hold the Religion.

Spiritual God Mother

Healing the karma of my mother

As I try to bring along my brother

From the heaviness that lies under.

The sacred path

Iโ€™ve finally arrived at, at last

Mastering the essential skills to penetrate this task

The basic respect of my temple is the initial request that I ask.

Poem: 2/26/2020


February 26th, 2020

Published at 1:16 PM on 3/1/2020

Sunday


Sometimes, I can be a bitch.

Itโ€™s only exposed when I hit the switch.

& Itโ€™s not likely I flip it but the decision to, is quick.

As soon as the light is on, it all suddenly clicks.

That I have the ability to choose & the bitch in me, is not it.

The beautiful flower I choose to pick.

To some of you, that one you missed.

It all lies in the letters, that when combined.

They help us build the words we finally find.

As we continue to develop our vocabulary, our form of expression begins to shine.

But we have to learn to not fear the vibration that we exude when itโ€™s time.

To perform because sometimes I will.

I know itโ€™s toxic but I feel complete thrill.

Tingles running down my spine; it gives me chills.

Shivering with intense passion, do you even know how that feels?

It feels like the transition from the ground to take off on a flight.

Like floating freely in the wind, like a vibrant kite.

& Sometimes, I am not right.

But I left that on the other side.

Because for so long I inflated my pride.

But when I can feel the brewing of an experience that will tug on my eyes.

In the past I use to run, but now, there is honestly no reason to hide.

Because I did what I did with intention.

Determining if thatโ€™s good or bad, all depends on your position.

Sometimes we have to stop talking & honestly listen.

For the subtle signs, because weโ€™re so fucking loud, we keep on missing.

Wishing….

Photo credit: Jasmine K. Moore

1/4/2020

Discouraged in my heart,

I feel like this facade is falling apart,

All I wanted to do was to be admired like art,

I guess it was only window shopping,

I wasnโ€™t even apart of the cart.

Now itโ€™s so easy for me to play my part,

Not sure if ima finish but Iโ€™m disheartened at the start,

Trying to move in wisdom, since experience made me smart.

Iโ€™m saving the best parts for myself,

So carefully placed on the shelf,

Emotionally not in the best health,

Manifesting healing and Spiritual wealth.

Oh how I do declare,

That this treatment isnโ€™t fair,

My heart, Beloved refuses to spare,

Caught off guard so excuse me if I stare.

Finally at a place, where my mind detours from the race,

Moving confidently in grace,

Maybe itโ€™s time I take some space.

1/3/2020

Friday

Moon in Aries

Do you see who I really am?

Can I not pretend to blend with trends that feel heavy and worry me like sin?

Oh how big the grin that curves above my chin,

Gyrate and wiggle my fin.

I decided to go within,

Appreciate the powerful blow behind the wind,

Old relationships I am open to mend,

But for some I decided should remain at the end.

So familiar like kin,

The experience I am is rated a 10 out of 10,

Just like you customize a Sim,

The Baddest Queen like Kim,

You just might sink if you can’t swim.

I just want to be treated fair,

To be treated like you always care,

To feel the love behind your stare,

As you run your fingers through my hair,

From the sun you see the glare,

Of my nice brown almond pair.

Of round, big ole’ eyes,

Spiritual, so it’s no surprise,

Known to often hypnotize.

How heavy they despise,

Loving the element of surprise,

As happy tears fall from my eyes,

Conquered every obstacle placed before me,

Grateful and thankful to still be alive.

Now that my vision is wide,

I stand firm in my pride,

Got Beloved on my side,

Now I can finally enjoy the ride.

Grateful for all the tears I cried,

In him, I only confide,

Call him my Mr.,

I already know I am his bride.

1/1/2020

I cannot allow you to cross the line,

I’ve emotionally tortured myself too many times,

No longer shall I fuss and no longer shall I whine,

I’m fine.

I’m fine because this is what I chose,

No need to further expose,

The ashes of the experiences that I thought rose,

But it all goes to show,

That it’s best to let go.

It was bound to happen like this,

I felt it in our recent kiss,

I don’t even know what I would truly miss,

Promised we would not walk down that aisle again,

So I remove myself; class dismissed.

We already did this,

No cards in the deck,

No new fish,

No longer can I hope and wish,

So I liberate myself and the rest I allow to hiss.

Away in the wind,

Beloved forgive me for my sin,

Because I held so much within,

This is the year I win.

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I think I’ll check in again when I reach 14,500 views but how quick I reached 14,200 had to be recognized! In just three days I was able to obtain over 100+ views and I am a little baffled but happy none the less.

Whewww! Gratitude is my attitude and that’s that on that!

I appreciate the love received through every platform.

I have way more to express and plan to be as active as possible to reach my goal by the end of the year.

Thank you to all 272 of my followers and every person who visits; even if it’s just the homepage!

Hoping to also reach 400 followers by the end of the year!

Again, thank you so much for feeling where I’m coming from and remaining active with me. I appreciate the comments and well wishes on my pregnancy as well!

Blessings & Abundance to you all!


Pregnancy Update

2/18/2019

Monday

2:59 PM

Pregnancy has been a very intense process for me so far. I’m still dealing with the hives. They aren’t as swollen and red but they are for sure causing more discomfort this week. I’ve started using Aveeno’s Anti Itch formula along with their Baby Eczema Formula but some days, the itch is overpowering.

My face is breaking out in areas which are making me very insecure. My lips are back to feeling like they are on fire and I feel like I have a mustache of fire.

My breast are swollen and filling out. I cannot tolerate wearing a bra because the straps cause my skin to react.

I am exhausted by every action I participate in. I’m nauseous by the slightest scent. The smell of juice could ruin my entire day; my favorite juice at that.

I am 7 weeks pregnant this week and boy oh boy, this must be a boy lol.

The journey with my daughter was so much more subtle and easy. I experienced morning sickness and that was really it. I literally feel like a different woman and they did advise that this pregnancy would be so different due to my age and other factors.

Saturday, February 16th, 2019 – was the last day I felt normal. I was up early, cleaning, blasting music by by 4pm, BOOM, pregnancy humbled my mood. I feel like I have about 1 normal feeling day a week now and I take full advantage of it. At this point, I have to keep reminding myself that I am no longer that normal woman; I am preparing to procreate with the Universe so my body has to change in these drastic forms.

I’ve been having extreme cravings and if not satisfied, I feel nauseous and cannot eat anything but what I craved. Of course, this leads me to crying because being pregnant and hungry creates a different type of hangry.

I’m projecting to deliver on my birthday, October 7th, 2019 (according to an ultrasound), so that means I have 231 days left. According to my research, most of what I’m experiencing is normal and may only last for the next 7 weeks.

Transformation is a mental, physical, and emotional journey and I feel the brick of right now.

Please pray for me. I am a pregnant, emotional woman, begging the hormone Gods to have mercy on me.

I am ready for this journey and ask for strength as I weave in and out of the woo’s of pregnancy.

Bee.

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Gratitude and Reciprocity!

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I am so grateful and overwhelmed by your response to my words! I want to say thank you all for your constant support and words of motivation! This one month has been MAJOR and I’m excited to see the metrics at the end of February!

Thank you to all 241 of my followers and those who like, comment, share, and resonate! โค๏ธ

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Much love.

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