8:11 PM

I decided I would no longer wreck my brain. About the decisions Iโ€™ve made that I cannot change. Feeling more secure when I start to feel strange. Instead of running to hide, I extend the invitation to play. Oh, please, would you stay? There is so much that I could intuitively say. Instead of causing an uproar to get my way. I can vividly remember the day, It felt like the hit of my first jay. I thought I could be molded like clay. But by the time we got to the month of May, I went deep inside to … Continue reading 8:11 PM

7/20/2020

I guess this task is too much to ask. Standing solemnly in the window, as the outside world continues to pass. Internally, the traffic continues to crash. Rushing, so Iโ€™m hitting 100 on the dash. So fast, sometimes myself I can get past. In the ambiance I like to bask. Have a gulp of the brown energizer in my flask. Finally removing my mask. Feeling disconnected; is there a lag? I thought I was it, but this isnโ€™t tagged. A dimension full of projected clownery & ego is often to blame. My righteous name I donโ€™t wanna defame. The beast … Continue reading 7/20/2020

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Do you ever think about who you are? Not who you think you are in your thoughts. Not who you or what resonate with. Not the spirit or human you were in the photos you often resort to for comfort. Do you ever think about who you are, right now? In this waking moment, if a complete stranger were to approach you and ask, โ€œHey, who are you?โ€ Would you take offense and ask about the audacity of this stranger? Would you impulsively blurt out adjectives that shallowly depict who you are? Would you be confused as to how to … Continue reading ๐•„๐• ๐• ๐•ฃ๐•– ๐•„๐• rn๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜ ๐•‹๐•™๐• ๐•ฆ๐•˜๐•™๐•ฅ๐•ค

X posed

Mirror , Oh Mirror I ask you Crush my ego if you have to Ye of all truth  So I only ask you Am I genuinely beautiful; Beyond your glass door? Are my intentions as pure? Metaphorically speaking, What is the cure?  For feeling ugly on days we look so pretty? Sunny when we feel shitty? Stupid yet still so witty. Mirror, what is pretty? Is it in me? Am I reflecting love; Or is it envy? I feel my vibrations off your pretty face The aura of yellow How sweet it tastes. Continue reading X posed

7/18/2020

Heartfelt laughter Echoes across the palace I found emotional satisfaction Inside the chalice Cleared the smoke of all the self fallacies Turned my manifestations into reality Solidified on values and principalities Not even paying  For the Spiritual casualties. So be grateful for your journey The Divine chooses the wise  Even though we are all worthy But this courageous decision is based on free will Wish fulfillment requires intuitive  skill If youโ€™re built on rocky foundation You will never remain still So you must honestly ask yourself โ€œIs that how I wanna feel?โ€ Continue reading 7/18/2020

Cotton

3:02 AM Venus Day 7/17/2020 What is happening in their brain? What potential energy do they contain?  On the rope of curiosity, I refuse to hang. So please come out and make it plain. I am too dimensional to be a Jane. Transmuting the energy that causes emotional pain. Distancing myself from feeling insane. From today forward, things will never be the same. Because I decided to call off the riot. Instead, my inner passion has been ignited. The intense feeling of love I canโ€™t deny it. A different strategy, I gotta try it. Disappointment is a heavy stinch, so … Continue reading Cotton

Bee Poetic

Oh girlfriend, I feel your pain, So many things you donโ€™t even have to explain, But this narrative I wanna change, So let me be frank and say it plain; Iโ€™m a womanโ€™s woman, So I come to you first, I can care less of how men curse, Negative projections I reverse, Keep a gun in my purse, Pull the body out the hurst, Rejuvenated with love, I feel the burst Finally putting myself first, Quenching my own thirst, Iโ€™ve seen the best in the worst , After years itโ€™s time to give birth, To all the value they told … Continue reading Bee Poetic