8.7.2020

I cannot feel bad about how I feel For your personal protection, I would rather keep it real Regardless of how dry the pill That controls your will To over-ego kill No longer can I let you reel Me in. You take too long to express The heaviness on your chest Even through patience, I’m a mess Soul searched for so long but I still have to guess With you. So I close this chapter with pride Beloved, in only you I confide I open my heart fucking wide You didn’t appreciate my presence So appreciate my stride. Continue reading 8.7.2020

AUGUST

Open her up and still not seal her too tight Some like her dark & some others prefer her light Regardless of which you like In the middle, it could be a fight Depending on who goes first as we all resist with our might To pass one more than the standard puffs Thirsty to catch a flight. On a daily itโ€™s a must Only within a small circle I trust The high makes you feel more passionate than lust Ash her out when she dusts Can be skinny or thick & plush. Keeping private what we discuss Silence my … Continue reading AUGUST

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Before I transition the content on my blog There are some things I would like to express These statements make shake the table But now, I feel that may be what’s best. I would like to ask Those who make it their business To condemn others because of the past Do you honestly get a blast? Of embarrassing others & getting a laugh? Do you want to stay on this karmic path? I am honestly a little confused at how fast, We place the judgement on those, Who love and chose, Those who do so well at impersonating royal roles, … Continue reading ๏ผ˜๏ผ๏ผ’๏ผ๏ผ’๏ผ๏ผ’๏ผ

4:22 AM

I can careless about the whispers Spewed from the bitter Mister Who missed his turn The hardest lesson for him to learn Is to watch who you burn But now youโ€™re piled in an urn Creamy from the churn Nothing more than you deserve For the audacity & the nerve From you & your flock of birds Homeless-ly settled on the curve Oh, I heard about you but I didnโ€™t believe You are the one; an undercover thief Caused so much emotional grief Thatโ€™s why the heaviness I release & Ima keep this shit brief Thank you for putting me … Continue reading 4:22 AM

The Luvers

Youโ€™ve stirred up my stew I guess in distance That small heart grew Through all the false positives You remained true At least to the opportunity To align with me So I can grow with you. Right out the blew Off like the shoe That flew off my feet when you returned Based on all the new shit Iโ€™ve learned I think Iโ€™ve earned you. In energy, to say the least Seems like youโ€™ve conquered that toxic beast But so have I Look, I donโ€™t wanna deny that I still feel this high For the new version of this guy … Continue reading The Luvers

8:11 PM

I decided I would no longer wreck my brain. About the decisions Iโ€™ve made that I cannot change. Feeling more secure when I start to feel strange. Instead of running to hide, I extend the invitation to play. Oh, please, would you stay? There is so much that I could intuitively say. Instead of causing an uproar to get my way. I can vividly remember the day, It felt like the hit of my first jay. I thought I could be molded like clay. But by the time we got to the month of May, I went deep inside to … Continue reading 8:11 PM

7/20/2020

I guess this task is too much to ask. Standing solemnly in the window, as the outside world continues to pass. Internally, the traffic continues to crash. Rushing, so Iโ€™m hitting 100 on the dash. So fast, sometimes myself I can get past. In the ambiance I like to bask. Have a gulp of the brown energizer in my flask. Finally removing my mask. Feeling disconnected; is there a lag? I thought I was it, but this isnโ€™t tagged. A dimension full of projected clownery & ego is often to blame. My righteous name I donโ€™t wanna defame. The beast … Continue reading 7/20/2020

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Do you ever think about who you are? Not who you think you are in your thoughts. Not who you or what resonate with. Not the spirit or human you were in the photos you often resort to for comfort. Do you ever think about who you are, right now? In this waking moment, if a complete stranger were to approach you and ask, โ€œHey, who are you?โ€ Would you take offense and ask about the audacity of this stranger? Would you impulsively blurt out adjectives that shallowly depict who you are? Would you be confused as to how to … Continue reading ๐•„๐• ๐• ๐•ฃ๐•– ๐•„๐• rn๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜ ๐•‹๐•™๐• ๐•ฆ๐•˜๐•™๐•ฅ๐•ค

X posed

Mirror , Oh Mirror I ask you Crush my ego if you have to Ye of all truth  So I only ask you Am I genuinely beautiful; Beyond your glass door? Are my intentions as pure? Metaphorically speaking, What is the cure?  For feeling ugly on days we look so pretty? Sunny when we feel shitty? Stupid yet still so witty. Mirror, what is pretty? Is it in me? Am I reflecting love; Or is it envy? I feel my vibrations off your pretty face The aura of yellow How sweet it tastes. Continue reading X posed

7/18/2020

Heartfelt laughter Echoes across the palace I found emotional satisfaction Inside the chalice Cleared the smoke of all the self fallacies Turned my manifestations into reality Solidified on values and principalities Not even paying  For the Spiritual casualties. So be grateful for your journey The Divine chooses the wise  Even though we are all worthy But this courageous decision is based on free will Wish fulfillment requires intuitive  skill If youโ€™re built on rocky foundation You will never remain still So you must honestly ask yourself โ€œIs that how I wanna feel?โ€ Continue reading 7/18/2020

Cotton

3:02 AM Venus Day 7/17/2020 What is happening in their brain? What potential energy do they contain?  On the rope of curiosity, I refuse to hang. So please come out and make it plain. I am too dimensional to be a Jane. Transmuting the energy that causes emotional pain. Distancing myself from feeling insane. From today forward, things will never be the same. Because I decided to call off the riot. Instead, my inner passion has been ignited. The intense feeling of love I canโ€™t deny it. A different strategy, I gotta try it. Disappointment is a heavy stinch, so … Continue reading Cotton