I guess that,

I would be,

I cannot deny the gifts the Universe designated upon me.

Following the voice within,

Still regularly I sin.


But with accountability,

I still generate wins/

Beautiful, bomb, blessed,

Poised & pretty… I digress.

The abundance being delivered,

Has my overfilling heart beating out of my chest.


I need rest.

Cycles are here to test,.

Magically delicious,

Bring my manifestations to fruition,

I am the woman I’ve been hoping forย  &,




Two karmic lessons I’ve learned,


It was my turn.

& Oh man it took so long to learn,

But now I stand chiseled &,

I stood grounded through this cosmic storm.

My feelings I cannot hide,

Divide the ego and pride,

Dead from all others,

With you I become alive.




I canโ€™t escape,

Feelings I can never fake,

But how much more should I take?

When his stunts take the cake.

I mean, with homies, I often compare,

Embarrassing love moments I openly share,

But I swear, Itโ€™s unfair.

So how can we pretend?

Itโ€™s not even best that we end,

But my intuition continues to spin,

Videos of a race,

I could be so triumphant in.

Until you smell perfume of other physical forms,

As their hips sway in the wind,

At the alter all alone,

Broken up a happy home,

I thought Earth was my planet,

But Iโ€™m on Venus alone.



No other body can stroke,



Make him feign like Iโ€™m dope.

He snorts like a line,

Constantly replaying the time,

When we were fine,

& That pole I would shine,.

Whine and mope,

Ice and rope,

See on my dope,

He began to choke,

He could no longer smoke.

& The quicker he came,

His feelings he couldnโ€™t tame ,

So me, he continued to blame,

Knowing my heart beat the same ,

& How cold I became.

With the distance which began to grow,

He was so fucking afraid to let the people know,

He was so heavily in love.

So high beyond the drugs,

But it was the weight of his ego,

Luggage he refused to get rid of .



Adventures arise,

Before my eyes,

Creating my new life,

Making my dreams come alive.

Evolve and Fly,

Grow pretty Jasmine;


Inside; no where to hide,

Just out in plain view,

Kindly I let go of the old,

Accepting of all of the new.

Often people question reason,

Seasons, testimonies, and even u,

But victory wins,

Becoming so exhausted; phew,

Yet Iโ€™m just alphabetically speaking and enjoying my view.



So hard I tried to hide and deny,

The joy in my heart and my eyes for this guy,

Such a beautiful disguise,

This Narcissist was full of pride,

But his lake was so shallow and deep down inside,

He yearned for my river,

He wanted to dip in and hide,

But my levees were so strong, it swallowed his pride,

So now with his cleansed soul,

He left his mud in mine.


05 25 2018

ย My mind cannot retrace,

All of the things I’ve misplaced,

Staying a leg up – in this infinite cardiac race.

The memories I cannot contain,

At the utter of the name,

Of the lame who couldn’t tame the mane I’ve became.


Inevitably, I replay,

All the shit he used to say,

How his lips would part and the melodies would play.

Serenaded and swooned,

Amused and confused,

See I was the one whose ego would bruise.

This love cruise,

How the boat would sway.

Oh how damn good he was with the roles he played.

An Artist, the best in his craft,

For years this cruise would last,

And then ,

Theyโ€™d ask why Iโ€™m so quick to spazz,

Not knowing I wasnโ€™t fast,


I guess I never could be ,

See I assumed I was being courted;

Naive to the fact he was a clown impersonating a King.

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