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Faith Over Fear My Dear.

The devil energy is a sneaky MF!

Which is why we need discipline to remain faithful through all the trickery.

Today I wrote my intentions and goals for the rest of the year.

How quick the devil energy manifested to project fear upon my vision was scary.

No seriously. It was a true experience to make me feel insecure and hopeless.

I immediately went into deep breathing and sent a prayer out to reject the fear trying to consume me so sneakily!

I wrote how I was safe and protected against all evil trying to deter my plans and dilute my confidence.

Now, I feel so grounded and focused.

Relieved that I caught the right numbers to confirm the devil energy had gone for the day.

Defeated and disappointed that I am standing firm to my beliefs.

In the past, I was so unfaithful and would’ve danced all night in anxiety.

For what though?

I know how gifted and protected I am!

I know how things always work in my favor against all devil energy!

I’ve succumbed circumstances sent to deplete me and still I rise so gracefully in my bag of Spiritual tricks!

So to the devil energy so aggressively trying to consume me as I sway to my mission.

Denied.

Orisha Sevyn

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Daddy, Can You Hear Me?

What I am hoping for will soon come because I’ve grown bored with this phase of womanhood.

Of being emotionally dissatisfied, disappointed, and dismissed.

At least that’s what it feels like to me.

I’ve dated enough men, lived with a few, and have children by two; I know what I want.

So why don’t I have it?

I haven’t been woman enough to receive it. Yet.

Forgiveness of others is easy but I am so hard on myself. I know better and sometimes against my intuition I don’t do better because I want to see! I trust but my curious cat loves to die.

I keep replaying the times I let men speak to me ill about other women when I should’ve been woman enough to not entertain or engage. I can’t preach loving and respecting the Divine Feminine if I don’t.

I think of how I allowed myself to be small for men who only grew greater in ego as I diminished.

For the times I went too far left outside my character for attention.

And for when I allowed men to go right over my boundaries due to fear of being alone.

My father wasn’t present to teach me the ways to protect myself from this type of emotional damage.

I didn’t and don’t have him or his father to turn to.

Whatever I did in my past life I swear I’m sorry for because this karmic loop of third party situations and double lives is old.

I hope my daughters never experience what I have finding their worth and aligning with the opportunity for real love.

I pray they are more courageous and honest in their quest for companionship.

The closer I grow to my faith and Spirituality, the less I care about attracting a man and I just receive what love energy is being sent to me.

I am so grateful for all the genuine, mutual, and vulnerable energy I am receiving as I find what love is for me; again.

I only hope next time is the last time because I am for sure ready for Moore love.

The mature kind.