Mastering all the past, now that I see it so clear,

Standing firm to my redefined boundaries,

Being very cautious with whom I let near.

Oh my Dear, I must steer,

Away from anything heavy & that triggers my fear,

Now that I am alone, I feel so much cheer,

Regardless of how you feel, I will never say what you want to hear.

A mere Divine in her form,

For your ego validation, I will not conform,

Insulted, at your consistent feeling of torn,

I guess now that the truth is revealed,

Itโ€™s only right I truthfully inform.

All, that a chapter has closed,

I do not care where you see me pictured and posed,

From the source herself, myself I chose,

I belong to no one and thatโ€™s how this story really goes.

Currently, no masculine by my side,

For the love of my Beloved, I still withhold my pride,

As I continue to go Hermit to decipher the truth from the lies,

He said he didnโ€™t deserve me but that was absolutely no surprise.

All rise.



Open her up and still not seal her too tight

Some like her dark & some others prefer her light

Regardless of which you like

In the middle, it could be a fight

Depending on who goes first as we all resist with our might

To pass one more than the standard puffs

Thirsty to catch a flight.

On a daily itโ€™s a must

Only within a small circle I trust

The high makes you feel more passionate than lust

Ash her out when she dusts

Can be skinny or thick & plush.

Keeping private what we discuss

Silence my friend, please hush

Time & place for everything so hold the blush

At this time, I would rather not fuss.

Just know when itโ€™s my time to puff

I put my lips to her with absolutely no rush

Gratitude for her existence, just,

Because, she changes my vision

She loves me with no condition

Through her I can see my cloudy mission

So high I see Blitzen.

Ho, ho, ho;

 I blow

Many times I tried to let her go

Mary been down since day one

So Iโ€™m rolling with her for life, fa sho!


๐•„๐• ๐• ๐•ฃ๐•– ๐•„๐• rn๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜ ๐•‹๐•™๐• ๐•ฆ๐•˜๐•™๐•ฅ๐•ค

Do you ever think about who you are?

Not who you think you are in your thoughts.

Not who you or what resonate with.

Not the spirit or human you were in the photos you often resort to for comfort.

Do you ever think about who you are, right now?

In this waking moment, if a complete stranger were to approach you and ask,

โ€œHey, who are you?โ€

Would you take offense and ask about the audacity of this stranger?

Would you impulsively blurt out adjectives that shallowly depict who you are?

Would you be confused as to how to respond because right now you donโ€™t know who you?

Ask me,

โ€œWho are you?โ€

Iโ€™ll simply respond, I am you.

I am all of you that you see in me.

I am a collective individual.

Independently my own spirit, aligned with my Divine mission, while still a mere mortal sharing the same experiences and energies as you.

I am no higher or lower.

We are not equals, we are all aligned.

To the Sun on this Day…

Expose yourself.

Who are you?

Do you ever consider that?


Wish Fulfilled

I traveled across the coast,

Connected to the Holy Ghost,

So now I raise my glass,

& toast, to my victory.

California was so beautiful,

& I’m sure she felt it was mutual,

But my mutual did not think the same.

See, I guess my angelic presence continued to wreck his brain.

Resistant to the healing change, I was.

So I flew back to the city that made me feel shy.

To a feeling I thought was home,

But through experience I cannot deny.

That the Jacuzzi it once felt like,

Now left me feeling dry,

So when I was asked to remove my belongings,

I wiped my eyes & crossed the sky.

Now, on a throne,

Next to a King,

Who continues to make my heart sing,

I can finally see the engagement.

Ring, because I went through 3 rounds of intense karma.

So I planted my seeds like the noble farmer.

No longer the heaviness do I harbor.

Because now I swim across the showers of love with no condition,

Openly offering my cup; honoring my own intuition.

With the slight shift in disposition,

Like the psychic I am, I really listen,

As I align with my Divine Masculine,

Through hazel crystals that are no longer afraid to be exposed to glisten.


Poem: 2/26/2020

February 26th, 2020

Published at 1:16 PM on 3/1/2020


Sometimes, I can be a bitch.

Itโ€™s only exposed when I hit the switch.

& Itโ€™s not likely I flip it but the decision to, is quick.

As soon as the light is on, it all suddenly clicks.

That I have the ability to choose & the bitch in me, is not it.

The beautiful flower I choose to pick.

To some of you, that one you missed.

It all lies in the letters, that when combined.

They help us build the words we finally find.

As we continue to develop our vocabulary, our form of expression begins to shine.

But we have to learn to not fear the vibration that we exude when itโ€™s time.

To perform because sometimes I will.

I know itโ€™s toxic but I feel complete thrill.

Tingles running down my spine; it gives me chills.

Shivering with intense passion, do you even know how that feels?

It feels like the transition from the ground to take off on a flight.

Like floating freely in the wind, like a vibrant kite.

& Sometimes, I am not right.

But I left that on the other side.

Because for so long I inflated my pride.

But when I can feel the brewing of an experience that will tug on my eyes.

In the past I use to run, but now, there is honestly no reason to hide.

Because I did what I did with intention.

Determining if thatโ€™s good or bad, all depends on your position.

Sometimes we have to stop talking & honestly listen.

For the subtle signs, because weโ€™re so fucking loud, we keep on missing.


Photo credit: Jasmine K. Moore



Discouraged in my heart,

I feel like this facade is falling apart,

All I wanted to do was to be admired like art,

I guess it was only window shopping,

I wasnโ€™t even apart of the cart.

Now itโ€™s so easy for me to play my part,

Not sure if ima finish but Iโ€™m disheartened at the start,

Trying to move in wisdom, since experience made me smart.

Iโ€™m saving the best parts for myself,

So carefully placed on the shelf,

Emotionally not in the best health,

Manifesting healing and Spiritual wealth.

Oh how I do declare,

That this treatment isnโ€™t fair,

My heart, Beloved refuses to spare,

Caught off guard so excuse me if I stare.

Finally at a place, where my mind detours from the race,

Moving confidently in grace,

Maybe itโ€™s time I take some space.




Winter Cold

To have & to hold


Never fold

Until volcanoes


His majesty

I rode

Ears open

Eyes closed

Melting from the fire

Cuz he’s freaking my soul


7 0 7

We both ignored the signs,

Began to consume too much of my mind,

From me trying to identify,

A non narcissistic reply,

When I try to deny,

How high I would fly,

I thought you were the “guy”.

Blindly I heard the truth,

The whispers,

Their lips were loose.

I thought together we would grow,

No longer naive,

Consciously I know,

Even when you really love someone,

Sometimes it’s necessary to let them go ….



Iโ€™m an exquisite taste,

But stupid ,

So I use to chase,

When I shouldโ€™ve replaced,

The face and forbid the case.

Of lovers from the past,

Our time didnโ€™t last,

So at last I pass,

Because I was sick and tired of the crash.

Which continued to happen,

Reoccurring actions,

But nothing happened,

To my satisfaction.

So I changed my reaction,

Shit sometimes happens.

Itโ€™s scary to think they don’t care,

All along they didnโ€™t play fair.

I was Queen,

Courting Jesters,

Never a perfect pair.

Let go of what no longer serves you;

Be free but beware.


The Sacral Chakra

2nd Chakra

Color: Orange

Body Parts: Testicles & Ovaries

Element: Water

Phrase: “I want.”

About Sacral Chakra:

Promotes creativity & greater comfort with intimacy.

Closeness with others and nurturing yourself is highlighted.



Emotions & Feelings

When you think of the Sacral Chakra, you can think of:

Sexual desires & satisfaction

Pleasure & enjoyment





Allow yourself to let go, move, transform, and feel.

To balance Chakra:

Create & express yourself.


Double Magic

The baddest in the league

& Yes my eyes they do deceive

But within my heart,

I do believe

That there is nothing I canโ€™t achieve.

See Iโ€™ve been through the worst

Seems like the Universe

Has slowly lifted my curse

So no longer the lines I rehearse

So aware,

I started to curse

Like my song, replaying my favorite verse

Slip the cash into my purse

Because for my energy

Beloved has reimbursed.

Exempt from paying his taxes

Even through ego

He continued to knock men off the bracket

Intense passion

So high

My prey

I attack him

Asked him to identify himself

Because I swear heโ€™s walking magic;

Like me.

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