๐•๐”น๐”ธโ„‚ โ„™๐• ๐•ค๐•ฅ๐•ก๐•’๐•ฃ๐•ฅ๐•ฆ๐•ž ๐”ฝ๐• ๐•๐•๐• ๐•จ ๐•Œ๐•ก

I am almost one year postpartum and the rituals and routines I have indulged in have enhanced the healing process. As previously discussed, my first child was a scheduled induction because she was 7 days past her due date. With my second child, I was scheduled to be induced because she was projecting to be 7 days late, as well. I want to explain the process leading up to my vaginal delivery. ๐•„๐•–๐•ž๐•“๐•ฃ๐•’๐•Ÿ๐•– ๐•Š๐•ฅ๐•ฃ๐•š๐•ก๐•ก๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜ About 6  days before my due date, I did allow the doctors to strip my membrane. This is a process where the doctors take their finger, … Continue reading ๐•๐”น๐”ธโ„‚ โ„™๐• ๐•ค๐•ฅ๐•ก๐•’๐•ฃ๐•ฅ๐•ฆ๐•ž ๐”ฝ๐• ๐•๐•๐• ๐•จ ๐•Œ๐•ก

9.14.2020

Oh, Twin Flame Our human experiences the same Synchronized in ways our brain can not explain How the energetic balance continues to shift & change On this journey, the shadow you tame From all the unhealed trauma you came, With. Do you know this show? Are you ready to go? In the past, we didnโ€™t grow In fear, we had to glow But one thing I know fa shoโ€™ is You set me on fire. Continue reading 9.14.2020

A Mother of Two By 2.

Before I judged and it was all because I had no real concept of what it was.But now that Iโ€™ve been there, the heartache and loss I wonโ€™t even share.I understand how much you had to care.About yourself to take another pair.To constantly ignore the heavy stares.From outsiders questioning your affairs.When honestly, why do they glare?Do they know you saw signs in number one and thought differently of two?Naive to all the experiences you had to go through.To have the courage to carry for a new boo.Now, I was one too, but now that my one lesson has turned into … Continue reading A Mother of Two By 2.

๐”ฝ๐•ฆ๐•๐• ๐•„๐• ๐• ๐•Ÿ ๐•š๐•Ÿ โ„™๐•š๐•ค๐•”๐•–๐•ค

No longer do I self-deceive Aware of the might that lies beneath my sleeve Within my divine power, I surely believe Intuitively knowing that I am ready to leave Anything that makes me feel grief. Because for so long I was torn between being wise and naรฏve I was tryna get a handle on my speed Gut the Dutch, break down the weed Mustered the courage to fight the greed That my ego would constantly need So afraid to check the seed Unsure of its growth because I was the weed. Toxic potion in the past That is why with … Continue reading ๐”ฝ๐•ฆ๐•๐• ๐•„๐• ๐• ๐•Ÿ ๐•š๐•Ÿ โ„™๐•š๐•ค๐•”๐•–๐•ค

โ™๏ธŽ | ๏ผณ๏ฝƒ๏ฝ๏ฝ’๏ฝ๏ฝ‰๏ฝ

Transformation, Death + Rebirth, Mysterious Dates: 10.23 – 11.21 Glyph : โ™๏ธ Rules the Eighth House Water = Emotion, feelings, nurturing, & healing. Fixed mode = Stubborn Body part(s): Genitals + Reproductive System High Vibration Energyโœจ- intense, passionate, seductive, powerful.Low Vibration Energy โœจ- obsessive, jealous, deceptive, secretive. Associated color: Red โ–ช๏ธEighth House = Intimacy, death, sexuality, fruits of relationship, shared finances, & inheritances. โ–ช๏ธEight house manifests as: Sexuality Intimacy Lessons needed to be learned for growth & development Inheritances Urinary Tract Infections Yeast infections Bacterial infections โ–ช๏ธRuled by Pluto + Mars โ–ช๏ธPluto = Masculine || Exalted in Leo. โ–ช๏ธMars = … Continue reading โ™๏ธŽ | ๏ผณ๏ฝƒ๏ฝ๏ฝ’๏ฝ๏ฝ‰๏ฝ

๐”ธ๐•ฆ๐•˜๐•ฆ๐•ค๐•ฅ ๐Ÿ›๐Ÿ™, ๐Ÿš๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿš๐Ÿ˜

11:33 AM All my life I have been trying to muster the courage to be authentically who I am.ย  I have suffered significant emotional, spiritual, and financial loss. I have learned my karmic lesson, finally. From this last cycle, I have learned so much about my own toxicity.  I have mastered the art of bullsh*tting and it was time to move on.ย  The cycle was exhausting.  My entire life I have been alienated, manipulated, and foolishly led to my own sabotage. Misguided and misinformed. Insecure family dynamics, the pile of bones we tip toe over, and the cries I pretend … Continue reading ๐”ธ๐•ฆ๐•˜๐•ฆ๐•ค๐•ฅ ๐Ÿ›๐Ÿ™, ๐Ÿš๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿš๐Ÿ˜

๐•ƒet ๐”ผverything ๐•†ut

August is the eighth month of the year. We celebrate the energy of Leo and at the end of the month, Virgo. The number eight is a power number. Eight represents: Spiritual Power Releasing & Letting go Hard work Diligence August is the month to: Come into Spiritual power. Indulge in rituals and routines that activate your Solar Plexus chakra as you move through this bold Leo energy. Organize our โ€œend of the year visionโ€ to prepare to be of service to others in the upcoming season of Virgo. Release and walk away from the past, people, places, positions, perspectives, … Continue reading ๐•ƒet ๐”ผverything ๐•†ut

8.7.2020

I cannot feel bad about how I feel For your personal protection, I would rather keep it real Regardless of how dry the pill That controls your will To over-ego kill No longer can I let you reel Me in. You take too long to express The heaviness on your chest Even through patience, I’m a mess Soul searched for so long but I still have to guess With you. So I close this chapter with pride Beloved, in only you I confide I open my heart fucking wide You didn’t appreciate my presence So appreciate my stride. Continue reading 8.7.2020

๏ผ–๏ผš๏ผ’๏ผ’ใ€€๏ผฐ๏ผญ

The wheel of fortune is in my hand Had to understand to inner stand As I move closer to finally aligning with my Divine plan I demand. Your undivided attention I suggest that you actually listen There will be no silencing or dismissing Itโ€™s hot as hell in this kitchen But itโ€™ll cool if you shut the fuck up and listen When I tell you that , that Gold shit is shiny but baby does it glisten? Dishonoring my intuition Continued to put me in a karmic position So now that I finally mustered the courage to change my disposition … Continue reading ๏ผ–๏ผš๏ผ’๏ผ’ใ€€๏ผฐ๏ผญ

AUGUST

Open her up and still not seal her too tight Some like her dark & some others prefer her light Regardless of which you like In the middle, it could be a fight Depending on who goes first as we all resist with our might To pass one more than the standard puffs Thirsty to catch a flight. On a daily itโ€™s a must Only within a small circle I trust The high makes you feel more passionate than lust Ash her out when she dusts Can be skinny or thick & plush. Keeping private what we discuss Silence my … Continue reading AUGUST