The day I decided to listen,
That’s when the grass on my side, no longer glistened,
Like the false hope & enthusiasm I had, it just went missing,
All the facades I created, goodbye we began kissing.
Suddenly all my hopes & wishes,
No longer aligned with my internal vision,
I had to come from underneath my wisdom,
Upgrade my thinking from the bottom to the top of the prism,
Get into my new found rhythm.
Not seeing the beauty in being Divine,
Was so masculine & aggressive,
When I’m naturally feminine & kind,
Naive to the matrix, I was led by the blind,
Going deeper inside to quickly find,
The little inside voice of mine.
That was telling me to steer clear of the current tide,
To return to sender & forget my pride,
I was so weary from being on this karmic ride.
From the day I took a stand,
Declared myself Queen of my own land,
It was time to construct a new plan,
I was ready to be the star,
Allowing no one to control me,
Letting other Spirits be who they be,
While I continue in solitude as I grow to be me.