I was in love with a man before

The work felt like such a chore

Instead of passion, he continued to bore

& Through his actions, I became unsure.

Insecure; I’m sure

Naive that his intentions weren’t pure

I decided to walk on the other side of the door

Self Love was what I needed to explore.

See, if you’ve never been in love with a man

There are certain things you wouldn’t understand

Depending on his ego, loving him, you never can

You just have to roll with the punches and bounce back from wherever you land.

I was in love with a man

But he was my facade

Our forced interactions started to feel odd

Oh my God

Heavily I played my part

Should’ve finished before the start

But I continued to walk far.

The further I went in distance

I could feel the energy behind my karmic wishes

Taking everything Beloved is dishing

I was in love with ego, the real man was missing.

Took a while to really become

The woman I was afraid of

Involved with a man but it wasn’t love

Instead of freely flowing

Being in love with someone who never loved me was tough.