I was in love with a man before
The work felt like such a chore
Instead of passion, he continued to bore
& Through his actions, I became unsure.
Insecure; I’m sure
Naive that his intentions weren’t pure
I decided to walk on the other side of the door
Self Love was what I needed to explore.
See, if you’ve never been in love with a man
There are certain things you wouldn’t understand
Depending on his ego, loving him, you never can
You just have to roll with the punches and bounce back from wherever you land.
I was in love with a man
But he was my facade
Our forced interactions started to feel odd
Oh my God
Heavily I played my part
Should’ve finished before the start
But I continued to walk far.
The further I went in distance
I could feel the energy behind my karmic wishes
Taking everything Beloved is dishing
I was in love with ego, the real man was missing.
Took a while to really become
The woman I was afraid of
Involved with a man but it wasn’t love
Instead of freely flowing
Being in love with someone who never loved me was tough.