I place my hips upon his boat and slowly I row,
Thatโs why I didnโt notice,
I was bouncing on my toes,
On the lap of the Captain,
Naive I didnโt know.
That,experience he lacked,
So far far away we had sailed,
My man couldnโt navigate back.
& The waves began to rise,
I felt under attack,
Without a doubt knowing,
No worries,
The Captain,
He got the map.
But,
See he prepared to jump the ship ,
Mutually feelings we donโt share.
Prematurely I express,
The sandbags weighing on my chest,
Because I thought my best,
….. Friend would never test,
Me.
But now I have to accept,
That Iโve been in this by myself ,
He knew my fear was to drown,
But he only saved his fucking self.
