I place my hips upon his boat and slowly I row,

That’s why I didn’t notice,

I was bouncing on my toes,

On the lap of the Captain,

Naive I didn’t know.

That,experience he lacked,

So far far away we had sailed,

My man couldn’t navigate back.

& The waves began to rise,

I felt under attack,

Without a doubt knowing,

No worries,

The Captain,

He got the map.

But,

See he prepared to jump the ship ,

Mutually feelings we don’t share.

Prematurely I express,

The sandbags weighing on my chest,

Because I thought my best,

….. Friend would never test,

Me.

But now I have to accept,

That I’ve been in this by myself ,

He knew my fear was to drown,

But he only saved his fucking self.