Our connection made me feel attached,
To so much negative energy,
& For so long I refused to unlatch.
Before I knew it, things began to hatch,
& My pretty soon the world as I knew it, was completely scratched.
I understand now that your presence served a higher purpose.
It was to teach me just how much I was truly worth it.
So naive but so beautifully perfect.
Through lies & deceit, I learned so many lessons,
& out of the kindness of my heart, I continued to assist w/ my energetic blessing.
Then one day it came to life,That’s when I knew that I should’ve left it,
& Just that I did, you stayed in denial,
I wouldn’t have guessed it. Played on the fact that I was unaware,
Malicious is your actions, you didn’t care,
Embarrassed in my role,
At the time it wasn’t fair,
But through it all I’ve gained so much,
So I just want to make that clear. But thanks to you,
I learned how to grow through pain,
No longer feeling ashamed for my naive behavior;
I wasn’t being lame.
You had me crippled to the core,
Salted my wounds, you continued to pour,
I prayed for the day I moved beyond the shore,
To release our karmic connection,I was beyond sure.
That I would never ignore my intuition,
When it said run the first time, I should’ve listened,
I stopped asking & granted myself permission,
To change my entire life, all in one decision.
I hope now you get all you deserve,
Clearly from our attachment, you failed to learn,
Even through the beautiful blessing,
You still haven’t heard,
But actions speak louder & now it’s my turn.
Asking Beloved to make things fair,
To bring balance in this because you refuse to share,
Still being mediocre providing your share,
& At this point, I’ve learned not to care.
I do my part,
I over succeed,
Your mediocrity I do not need,
Selfish you are, so full of greed,
You should be afraid of what’s under my sleeve.
I declare this as an invitation,
To allow the Universe to assist in our situation,
Through years of bullshht,
I’ve been so patient,
But I can feel justice coming, so I don’t mind waiting.