I pass on the opportunity to abuse you.
Learning to rely on my intuition more to better use you.
& I refuse to feel defeated.
Realizing how much of you I consumed but wasn’t needed.
Blind to my toxicity, I was feeling mistreated.
But, I give you the credit for making me strong.
Making me feel so right and then equally wrong.
For so long I went on,
Naive to the illusions & how my direction turned wrong.
Made a left down karmic lessons.
Not seeing the beauty of the pain before my blessings.
Embodying an Empress essence,
Enjoying these 4am soul sessions.
Where I count the things I’ve overcome.
Appreciating the symbolism of the moon & the sun.
Making sure my intentions are pure.
Came in with the cure.
I knew this love would make me feel so pure.
With the temptation of more experience I feel a lure.
Today and everything after I’m secure.
If he asks me, I’m sure.
I’m aware of what everything was for.
Feeling the strength build in my core.
Willing to swim across any shore.
Building on firm foundation.
I’m ready to walk through this door.
So I can explore.
The treasures on the ocean floor.
If you ask, you’ll get more.
So here I am, I loudly ask.
For Justice at last.
Balance the energy of the past.
Slow down love, don’t move too fast.
I don’t wanna burn out and crash.
Hands gently on the dash.
Whipped quick, long lash.
Feeling grateful for not getting a pass.
To prove that I would do anything to move past.
Generational karma, karmic drama, and anything making me feel further.
From the woman I’m here to experience.
I now see how gentle I’ve become.
I bare my soul upon my tongue.
To forgive myself for things I’ve done.
When I put myself second, forgetting I am the one.