Feeling confined & constrained,
No longer can I contain,
The gigantic ego has taken over your brain,
At this point, I just break free,
My energy I can no longer exchange.
So unfair & unjust,
& Things for you I did just because,
Beloved has shattered all illusions of what this was,
Just another rendition of karmic love.
I drew the line & still you crossed,
Disrespected my heart you coldly tossed,
The heads of the coin,
Signified the loss,
I cannot be controlled,
I am my own boss.
All I asked was to be considered,
But instead of the beautiful treasure,
You decided it was trash & continued to litter,
Learning to walk away from anything I doubt & cannot reconfigure.
I wanted love, you wanted ego,
So our scene must close, go figure.
I guess this wasn’t what I thought,
Choosing myself first,
I proudly fought,
To stand in my power & finally I caught,
Myself from falling into situations that I was toxic-ally taught.