Confined to my own mental prison.
Mentally conflicted by my past ego decisions.
Intuition screaming loud, but at the time I didn’t listen.
It was getting hot as Hell,
& I’d removed myself from the Universe’s kitchen.
No longer seeking external permission,
To my higher self, I continue to listen.
No longer moving in fear, I brought it to my own attention.
Regret brewing from those wishes,
Not even wishing I didn’t wish it,
From personal experience I finally get it,
We don’t know what we can no longer handle,
Until we ultimately have to live it.
So I started reaching high,
My internal power I no longer could deny.
Why run when I could fly?
Truly in love, that I could not deny.