Balance

Confined to my own mental prison.

Mentally conflicted by my past ego decisions.

Intuition screaming loud, but at the time I didn’t listen.

It was getting hot as Hell,

& I’d removed myself from the Universe’s kitchen.

No longer seeking external permission,

To my higher self, I continue to listen.

No longer moving in fear, I brought it to my own attention.

Regret brewing from those wishes,

Not even wishing I didn’t wish it,

From personal experience I finally get it,

We don’t know what we can no longer handle,

Until we ultimately have to live it.

So I started reaching high,

My internal power I no longer could deny.

Why run when I could fly?

Truly in love, that I could not deny.