Paying attention to how much time,
You divide to dedicate making up your mind,
A little discouraged but now I’m fine,
Ripped our old contract,
The terms of this relationship we need to redefine.
To commit was not for us,
Selfishly I knew it was because,
So little worth you knew of,
Emotionally drained from the spilled milk from your cup.
Not my cup of tea,
Not even who I wanna be,
So I walk away to my destiny,
Back to the beginning,
I feel so fucking free.
A man who knows affection,
Punctuality & communication,
Seeking to build a solid foundation,
Aware & secure; no more time I’m wasting.
I lowered the bar again,
Should’ve stayed & remained just homies and friends,
We fucked up where the intimacy began,
Never wanted to be my equal,
You just wanted to pretend.
But only myself to blame,
When self deception was screaming your name,
But I guess my ego I didn’t know how to tame,
I wish you the best but we’ll never be the same.
Hate I had to speak our truth,
Your lack of effort was solid proof,
It had me hanging from the roof,
Told Beloved take away everything no longer serving me,
& You went away with a POOF!