Gratitude is my permanent attitude
Learning to find a balance between the sad and the happy mood
To the outer world, I have absolutely nothing to prove
Aligning myself with my future
& They don’t even have a clue.
The path I’ve walked has been traumatic
So I can’t even apologize if at times when I’m triggered, I can be dramatic
Reconditioning myself and I’ve finally learned how to not panic
Libra Sun and Moon, so I can be a lot of forms of manic.
I just want to openly express
The light feeling I feel in my chest
Tossing and turning in prayer,
Sometimes it’s hard to rest
Allowing Beloved to guide me,
Having no idea about what’s next.
Through hardship, I’ve learned to be free
Knowing somethings are out of my control
It’s best to let them be,
Patiently waiting for the results you see,
Aware that’s what’s for me,
Is already for me.