I feel like I’m shrinking
Through teary eyes
I’m pridefully blinking.
Through pain I’ve learned pleasure
Valuing the inner treasure
Turning hot just like the desert
Always Moore and not the lesser.
It’s not even up for me to prove
So why yes Sir,
I have a major attitude
At how naively you conclude
That you don’t have much to lose
Stuck on stupid at the tube
I’m not sure what kinda dude.
You actually really are,
Second guessing if you are a star
So close yet so far from the bar
Here in Spirit but physically so far.
Yee of little faith,
Me oh baby take
Insecurity I continue to break
Humbly authentic, nothing on me fake.
So how we do grow?
Constantly begging for a show
Every chance you blow
At this point should I go?
Carrying this child
Has me feeling wild
Size 7 across the tile
Adding your shht to the pile.
Man don’t even get me started
Dearly and lovely departed
Sick as the concrete hardens
Hope slipping away and I’m being honest.
I’m feeling like I should run
Load it and pull the trigger on the gun
& End this race
Steadily moving at a pentacles pace
Hiding my heartbroken face
Silently tryna place.
My decisions
Relaying on my intuition
On if this really is worth winning
Quickly you make me forget the days of grinning.
Incompetent to say the least
Inconsiderate ass beast
So as I speak my peace
I hope I can unleash
Enough emotion
To have you heavily open
I apologize for hard the coping
No longer hand holding and ego stroking.
I thought I could be his bride
Married to his pride
No longer playing the side
Call my homie for a ride.
Back home I’ll move,
& Fck you if you consider this rude.
But dude,
I’m wasting valuable time
Teaching a Knight the place of a King
Declining to rock your ring
Choosing coal over bling.
Fck the fame
Socially blamed
Wildly tamed
I hope you don’t treat our daughter the same.
