As Beloved as my witness,
I wanna openly request your forgiveness
For everything that I was missing
When at the end we should’ve been kissing.
So much pain between us both
Due to the ego we both had chose
Like a Phoenix, through the ashes we constantly rose
Hypnotized by the way he curls my toes.
Exposed as just as fake,
Grounded in love, never denying the faith
Coming forth to put down whatever deposit it takes
Begging for mercy of the God I serve
Asking for blessings for the bun we bake.
Tower hour painfully showered
Together, we came to power to devour
Can I borrow your attention for another few hours?
Across the chimney I heard the clatter.
Santa Claus leave our abundant gift
Something we both manifested
Please grant our wish
We worked so hard and it finally fits
Been looking for the one,
& I absolutely know he’s it.