He said he loved me
I knew it wasn’t true
To free myself
Away, I happily flew.
The shiny state
So warm and blue
Naive he was karma
I didn’t have a clue.
Now the flags were all there
But still, I put up my heart filled share
To combine my life with his
I thought we made an honest pair.
Running from who I loved
But I needed to be rescued
It wasn’t love
A thief in the night
He fit the glove
Showed me inevitably
The true definition of being in love.
So domestic he became
Just like Ms. Fcking Lorraine
Male and Female
But literally the same
Shattered my facade and got on a plane.
Instead of compassion,
She rubbed it in
She was right,
She wanted to win
The constant harassment it had to end
So like a Hermit,
I went within.
Running to freedom to save my soul
Went from drastically hot
Right back to the cold
The constant intimidation
It was getting so tired and old
But for the sake of my dimensional addition
I had to gain control.
For so long I played the fool
Governed under Dictator rules
Covered up
But so badly bruised
So full of love
So I was so confused.
On why nobody could ever love me
I was starting to feel like a dummy
The aching pain within my tummy
My intuition was tryna warn me.
Since then,
I’ve been so quiet
No longer can I fight it
So blunt I had to light it
Now my passion is ignited.
I was nurtured in the slums
Due to my silence
They think I’m dumb
When all along I finally won
Started to be vocal
No longer holding my tongue.
