I wanna be loved in the open
Freely, without ego
Is all I’ve been hoping
In the past ego stroking
Leading to me moping
& Constantly hoping
That your dungeon would finally open.
But the doors remained closed
Holding on to my clothes
Left out in the cold
If naked, I would’ve froze
Like a Phoenix of love
I consistently rose
Above the mess that I’ve become
Loving you under the Moon
Hiding out in the Sun
Releasing my hold to let you run
Waited for this moment but I’m not basking in any fun.
So please Beloved create a balance
Valuing patience is a huge challenge
Emotionally imbalanced
Queen of my own Palace.
So Universe have your way
I’m not sure whether I should walk or stay
Prayed all of my hellish days away
In heaven with The One
But I’m not sure if today is our day.
So please send me a sign
As I continue to rest and align
Allowing the wheel to turn
So Divine the time
Growing through trauma
It’s almost my time.
