I wanna be loved in the open

Freely, without ego

Is all I’ve been hoping

In the past ego stroking

Leading to me moping

& Constantly hoping

That your dungeon would finally open.

But the doors remained closed

Holding on to my clothes

Left out in the cold

If naked, I would’ve froze

Like a Phoenix of love

I consistently rose

Above the mess that I’ve become

Loving you under the Moon

Hiding out in the Sun

Releasing my hold to let you run

Waited for this moment but I’m not basking in any fun.

So please Beloved create a balance

Valuing patience is a huge challenge

Emotionally imbalanced

Queen of my own Palace.

So Universe have your way

I’m not sure whether I should walk or stay

Prayed all of my hellish days away

In heaven with The One

But I’m not sure if today is our day.

So please send me a sign

As I continue to rest and align

Allowing the wheel to turn

So Divine the time

Growing through trauma

It’s almost my time.