As the honey settles in my tea

Becoming more aware of all of my own insecurities

How do I allow you to trigger me?

Away with your presence

No longer can I see

You lurking from afar

Admiring the Freedom Star

Held me right in your hand

But in fear

You blew me back to the galaxy

I promise I tried

But hopelessly

He made me feel abandoned

So hurt and saddened

Tore my heart into pieces but I’m glad

They say you don’t truly know what you have
Until it turns into what you had.