Completing this cycle rather happy
That I had so much more respect for myself
Than to crown him just as my baby daddy or just the pappi
But it seems like that mediocre placement would make him quite happy
& I think that’s the most significant factor in this dynamic
Strategic and persistent
So it could happen
Like an out of control captain
Exuding ego making anything happen
Sailing out of control
Breaking sails
Wading vastly
But my conscious is now clear
Not the least bit intimidated by fear
Alone I stand in solitude
Outside of how bad I want you near
But I learned my final lesson
Paying attention to his erratic expression
I’ll let him pass on the best then
I won’t give him the pleasure of asking
There’s nothing left here.