Completing this cycle rather happy

That I had so much more respect for myself

Than to crown him just as my baby daddy or just the pappi

But it seems like that mediocre placement would make him quite happy

& I think that’s the most significant factor in this dynamic

Strategic and persistent

So it could happen

Like an out of control captain

Exuding ego making anything happen

Sailing out of control

Breaking sails

Wading vastly

But my conscious is now clear

Not the least bit intimidated by fear

Alone I stand in solitude

Outside of how bad I want you near

But I learned my final lesson

Paying attention to his erratic expression

I’ll let him pass on the best then

I won’t give him the pleasure of asking

There’s nothing left here.