From all the second guessing
He hasn’t learned his karmic lesson
Trying my hardest to respect him
His journey has his mind conflicted
Triggered the act of the small chicken
& From this cycle I feel sickened
The constant spinning, turning, and dipping
Swerving outta control
Release the wheel
No longer
Holding in our issues
I can save you
But I can’t pretend to
Be okay with this self infliction
I’m happy to uplift him
But for now
Nothing I can do with him
Allow the Universe more time
To finish sifting
The storm I cannot stand
Murder the boy
Save the man
I know you genuinely are
Wishing on a star
& I’m not sure if I am to remain here
Or take my loving way far.
From you . . . . . . .