From all the second guessing

He hasn’t learned his karmic lesson

Trying my hardest to respect him

His journey has his mind conflicted

Triggered the act of the small chicken

& From this cycle I feel sickened

The constant spinning, turning, and dipping

Swerving outta control

Release the wheel

No longer

Holding in our issues

I can save you

But I can’t pretend to

Be okay with this self infliction

I’m happy to uplift him

But for now

Nothing I can do with him

Allow the Universe more time

To finish sifting

The storm I cannot stand

Murder the boy

Save the man

I know you genuinely are

Wishing on a star

& I’m not sure if I am to remain here

Or take my loving way far.

From you . . . . . . .